Time Is a Mother by Ocean Vuong review writing that demands all of your lungs – The Guardian

The parent-child relationship has been the nucleus of 33-year-old Ocean Vuongs writing. The American poets family fled Vietnam to a refugee camp in the Philippines before migrating to the US. His father abandoned them. His mother worked in a nail salon. In one of the most compelling poems in his Forward prize-winning 2017 debut collection, Night Sky With Exit Wounds, he imagines dragging his fathers body out of the sea, turning him over, and seeing a gunshot wound in his back. His 2019 novel, On Earth Were Briefly Gorgeous, is a series of letters from a Vietnamese-American son to his illiterate mother a tale that mirrors much of Vuongs own life. Time Is a Mother is his second poetry collection, and was written in the aftermath of his mothers death.

Theres something about Vuongs writing that demands all of your lungs. The succinct line arrangement and absence of full stops in poems such as Dear Rose force you to breathe heavy, as throughout this episodic poem Vuong talks tenderly to his dead mother about her journey as an immigrant from Vietnam to the US. He fills the poem with vivid imagery: flying bullets, corpses, Wonder Bread dipped in condensed milk and the fermentation of fish. He also wonders if shes still illiterate:

you bought me pencils reader I couldnot speak so I wrote myself intosilence where I stood waiting for you Ma to read me do you read me now

Being led by urge and compulsion feels central to the emotional landscape of Time Is a Mother, sometimes to the point of recklessness. The painterly opener, The Bull, sets the tone for this sense of wild abandon. The narrator of the poem is bewitched by the bulls beauty; its kerosene-blue eyes and fur so dark it purples the night around it. I had no choice. I opened the door.

Vuong, to varying degrees, illustrates what it means to be out of control. Some of the moments feel like stock images; playing air guitar in a backwards wedding dress as seen in Beautiful Short Loser, or hitting rock-bottom in my fast car going nowhere, in The Last Prom Queen in Antarctica. But its the candid, unphotogenic angles with bad lighting that are the most memorable, as in Rise & Shine, where he touches on drug addiction.

Scraped the last $8.48from the glass jar.Your days worth of tipsat the nail salon. Enoughfor one hit.

Poems like American Legend reveal the heights of Vuongs self-destruction. Here, we see the lengths one might go to for intimacy, as a son crashes his car to get physically closer to his father.

he slammedinto me &we huggedfor the first timein decades.

Still, underneath the macabre scenes is an innocent curiosity and thirst for truth and beauty. These ghost poems are about the cavernous corners of loss, grief, abandonment, trauma and war, but that doesnt result in nihilism or apathy for life; in fact, Vuong approaches death like an entrance rather than an ending. I was made to die but Im here to stay, he asserts in The Last Dinosaur.

Not Even is packed with laconic matter-of-fact sentences that blast. He writes with an audacious energy here. Sentences such as Some call this prayer, I call it watch your mouth, feel like one liners. He fills the poem with pregnant pauses, sometimes suffixing phrases with Ha to inspire awkward laughter. Absurdity is in abundance in this poem, but its the way Vuong uses comedic timing that surprisingly provides the most arresting and evocative moment:

Rose, I whispered as they zipped my mother in her body bag, get out of there.Your plants are dying.

You may have heard these stories about Vuongs life, his family history, and the tragedies of his people who lay mangled under the Time photographers shadow before. You may well hear them again in the future, but because Vuong plays with time by the millisecond slowing down or speeding up old memories or conversations he uncovers new enlightening details that have a life of their own.

He stood alone in the backyard, so dark the night purpled around him.I had no choice. I opened the door& stepped out. Windin the branches. He watched me with kerosene-blue eyes. What do you want? I asked, forgetting I had no language. He kept breathing,to stay alive. I was a boy which meant I was a murdererof my childhood. & like all murderers, my godwas stillness. My god, he was stillthere. Like something prayed forby a man with no mouth. The green-blue lamp swirled in its socket. I didntwant him. I didnt want him tobe beautiful but needing beautyto be more than hurt gentleenough to hold, I reached for him. I reached not the bull but the depths. Not an answer butan entrance the shape ofan animal. Like me.

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Time Is a Mother by Ocean Vuong review writing that demands all of your lungs - The Guardian