Moby on drinking, his use of black music and his new cover of a David Bowie song – Irish Examiner

Lockdown has enforced a unique period of isolation and reflection for many of us, but for Moby, two decades from the height of his fame, thats not too far from the norm.

The electronic musician, 55, has spent much of the pandemic doing what hed usually do spending time alone at his home in Los Angeles.

Before the pandemic, I stayed home and I worked and went hiking and avoided socialising. So during the pandemic, I have stayed home and worked and been prevented from socialising, he says.

I feel this sense of guilt that my pandemic experience has been probably a lot more benign than most peoples as someone who lives alone and works alone, Im perhaps a bit too comfortable with my own company.

This Benedictine lifestyle is a far cry from the hedonism of Mobys early fame, chronicled in eye-watering detail in a new self-narrated documentary released in May.

Moby Doc charts the artists life from a traumatic childhood through to life as a teetotal animal rights activist.

The in-between, though, is whats most shocking: belying his thoughtful, even wonkish persona, Moby describes his battles with addiction and depression in astonishing detail.

In one of the films most stark moments, he even admits missing his mothers funeral due to heavy drinking.

Ive appreciated other public figures whove attempted to be honest, or whove been willing to be honest, he said.

Not even public figures, but just humans, friends of mine, or people I meet at AA meetings, who are actually willing to be vulnerable, willing to be honest, and willing to openly discuss the things that so many people are either ashamed of, or work so hard to hide.

Moby became a household name at the turn of the millennium when his record Play and a string of accompanying hit singles propelled an outwardly awkward, shaven-headed bedroom musician to rock superstar status.

To my shame, I kind of defined myself and a lot of my wellbeing was largely the product of being a professional musician, and being a public figure, he admits.

To that end, I went out and read, so many articles written about me, and I read reviews, et cetera.

That might be fine when things are going well, but, as the Harlem-born artist explained, it makes it all the more tough when things go the other way.

In around 2002, the tide turned, he says. All of a sudden the articles were negative, the reviews were bad.

As someone who had largely propped up their sense of self and their wellbeing with the opinions of strangers, this was really challenging for me.

More negative headlines followed in the wake of Mobys recent memoir, Then It Fell Apart, in which he described dating actress Natalie Portman when she was 20.

Portman denied this characterisation of the relationship, claiming she was 18 at the time and simply remembered a much older man being creepy with her.

Despite initially insisting his account was accurate, Moby later apologised for behaving inconsiderately and disrespectfully.

It got a lot of attention, but it was, just in terms of page count, an incredibly minor banal part of the book. But the world we live in is thats what people prioritised, he says of the incident two years on.

Actual in-person relations are a lot more nuanced and probably not well represented by the sort of quick 120-character media, he added.

Moby: 'When I have used African American or black vocals, samples, its out of a place of just profound love and appreciation for those voices.'

Another criticism, this time levelled at Mobys music, relates to his use of the work of black artists in some of his most successful songs.

Plays 'Natural Blues' is effectively a remixed version of 'Trouble So Hard' by African-American folk musician Vera Hall, while another well-known single from the album, 'Why Does My Heart Feel So Bad?', is built around vocals from little-known US gospel singers the Banks Brothers.

To some, including the artist himself, these reworkings were a mark of respect and helped bring them to new, much larger audiences. To others, they were simply exploitative.

The only thing Ive ever been able to say, in my defence I dont even like the word defence, Moby starts when asked about this debate.

When I have used African American or black vocals, samples, its out of a place of just profound love and appreciation for those voices, with the full understanding that I have no right whatsoever to use them or lay claim to any aspect of the experience that gives them their power, he says.

He then recalls an anecdote from around the release of Play.

I played some of the songs for (black comedian) Chris Rock. And I asked him: 'have I done a bad thing?'

I remember he looked at me, he said, No. He said beautiful music is beautiful music. And he said: 'Youve made beautiful music'.

And I felt like, okay, theres an imprimatur that comes with that from Chris Rock. That really reassured me.

But at the same time, whenever I have availed myself creatively of the black or African-American experience, theres always guilt attached. And I hope that Im not doing something disrespectful.

Cultural appropriation is a real thing, he adds.

But we also live in an incredibly intertwined, complicated world. The clean lines between different types of artistic or spiritual and cultural expression. Oftentimes, sometimes they exist, and oftentimes, theyre quite blurred.

Whether consciously or otherwise, Mobys new record Reprise an orchestral album largely comprised of reworked hits includes the aforementioned songs with the famous vocal parts performed by black singers, namely Gregory Porter, Amythyst Kiah and Apollo Jane.

Making the record was also notable in other ways: for the first time in his career, the self-described control freak handed control over the arrangements over to someone else.

The two or so years it took to make this record, I had a lot of challenging anxiety, having so many parts of the process out of my control. But then that wonderful sort of relief you get when you realise the people who are in control, are so good at what they do.

He added: I felt like as much as I love electronic music, its just, you know, you get a more unvarnished expression of the human condition, when its actually, when youre just recording humans without electronics.

One of the more poignant moments on the record is a tribute to David Bowie, a childhood hero whom he befriended and performed with after the pair became neighbours in New York.

The stripped-back rendition of Heroes references a special moment when he and Bowie performed the track on his sofa.

It was just one of the most special moments of my life, not even professionally, but personally, spiritually, to sit with my favourite musician of all time and play a delicate version of my favourite song of all time.

And so, in covering it for Reprise, I wanted to, I guess, both honour and sort of represent and pay homage to David, to my friendship with David and also to the sort of like the inherent vulnerable beauty of the song.

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