I gave my ex-husband half of the first two stimulus payments for our child. He calls me a monster. What do I do with the third? – MarketWatch

How much of the child stimulus money should I give my ex-husband, the father of my one child? Our tax agreement is to trade years, but he isnt eligible because of additional stipulations in our papers, so I have claimed her on my taxes for the last two years.

The logical answer is to reach an agreement with him. I know that. He frequently texts me messages saying he hates me, and if I disagree with him on something he calls me a monster or worse.

Asking him isnt a great option.

He is supposed to pay $5 a month in child support, plus $25 to help with dance class. That is it. He provides no help with child care, insurance or medical expenses. I have also paid his car insurance, and I paid 100% of our joint personal debt. He has never made a payment, and the divorce was finalized two years ago.

I have tried to be kind and understanding of his financial situation.

Due to a joint business he fought for in the divorce and then quit paying the loan on, my savings (and what I had put away for our daughter) was taken. He is court-ordered to pay me back the $79,000. He has paid $500 in two years.

I havent fought him on it because his job is an issue. He works sometimes. He doesnt work sometimes. He chooses to not find a job sometimes. He is capable. He was out of work for about eight months, so I split the first two stimulus checks for our daughter with him.

I have tried to be kind and understanding of his financial situation.

He has a new job now: $350 a day, 18 to 22 days a month for January and February. He bought a new car even though his car is only six years old, running fine, and paid off (by me). I asked him to pay what he should for our girl. He said, Sue me. I was ready to do that, but Marchs schedule for him isnt looking good; he is only scheduled to work for a few days so far, so money is again an issue. There is just no stable income for him.

I have earned my position and a salary that means I dont need his help. I am bugged by him paying nothing while also going on trips and buying vehicles when he gets extra money, instead of paying anything to me for our child. Maybe I am being petty.

Do I share the money again? Do I put his share into our daughters savings that was wiped out for his business debt? Am I a monster if I keep it until he asks for it?

I want to do the right thing, and I am worried my negative feelings toward him are clouding my judgment. Help.

Divorced Mom

Dear Divorced,

Keep the stimulus check and put half of it into a savings account for your daughter, as per your own suggestion. Thats the easy part. The hard part comes when he calls you up and plays his tiny violin down the phone. Put some money aside for a pair of earplugs.

The bigger issue here is that your ex-husband with the emphasis on ex is still a drain on your finances. You dont have automatic wire transfers set up between your bank account and his, but he appears to have a direct line to your decision-making process.

Cut the apron springs. Its OK to be happy. You deserve it.

He calls you a monster. He asks you for money. He does not pay his debts. He texts you random messages telling you he hates you. He takes half of the economic stimulus payment meant for his child, even though he looks after her once or twice a week, and you are the full-time guardian.

Let this stimulus be a new beginning. You are not responsible for him. You dont have to listen to his guff, and you certainly dont have to take his verbal abuse anymore. The fact that you feel guilty and bad for him suggests to me that you have work to do to divorce yourself from him emotionally.

There is no point in having one without the other. Otherwise, you will continue to allow him to influence your financial decisions and happiness. A counselor might help you figure out what you get from still being tied to him emotionally (and financially). If it didnt fulfill a need, you wouldnt do it.

Cut the apron springs. Its OK to be happy. You deserve it. You will also learn what is acceptable and what is not acceptable by observing yourself. Emotional independence is as important as financial independence. The two go together like Fred and Ginger. Thats when the magic happens.

Earning your own money should bring you freedom.

Whatever hold he had or has over you must end for you to be truly free. Whatever abuse or guilt trip he levels at you is only real if you believe its real. He has no power over you anymore. He is someone who wants other people to pick up the tab and listen to him blow off steam.

The energy and time you give to him, you are taking away from giving to yourself. By babysitting your ex-husbands financial needs, and being swayed by his verbal abuse and pity parties, you are also depriving someone else of you. There are a lot of good men in this world. They are waiting for you.

Earning your own money and separating your finances should bring you freedom, safety and peace of mind. You dont have to be kind and understanding to your ex anymore. Thats not your job. Be kind to yourself and your child. Thats the only job you need to focus on from now on.

Are you experiencing domestic violence or coercive control? Call the National Domestic Violence Hotlineat 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or visit thehotline.org.

FreeFrom works to establish financial security for domestic-violence survivors, and the National Coalition Against Domestic Violence supports efforts to change conditions that lead to domestic violence and coercive control. You can also learn about creating a personalized safety plan here.

You can email The Moneyist with any financial and ethical questions at qfottrell@marketwatch.com

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I gave my ex-husband half of the first two stimulus payments for our child. He calls me a monster. What do I do with the third? - MarketWatch